Chronic Pain and Body Dysfunction- Falling Apart, Relearning & What Happens When you Mess With the Psoas- Part 4

Written by Gabi on . Posted in Chronic Pain and Living Pain-Free, Energy, Light, & Self-Healing, Overcoming Ourselves

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This is not fun. And I was naive to think it would be fun. I thought it would be some more of my beloved Eye of the Tiger, hear me roar because I am that powerful kind of stuff. It’s not. It’s a slow, maddening being that feels like you are not doing anything. So, I have been doing a lot.

I’ve spent 3-6 hours a day relaxing my psoas and hearing an ocean of things drown me, crash me in waves that tore me to pieces. Who would think that meditating would leave me broken? I knew this from Vippasana, and thought, somehow that it would be different here. So, a couple of videos for you. They say it better than I ever could.

Falling Apart: The Storm of Emotions and Worthlessness That Pours Out When You Touch What was So Deeply Buried

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Relearning: The Challenge of Relearning how to Sit, Stand, Lean Over, and Walk

 

Falling Apart: The Storm of Emotions and Worthlessness That Pours Out When You Touch What was So Deeply Buried

 I warn you now. This is tough to watch. It’s the killer headache that came with everything dysfunctional about me gushing out at 200 miles per hour. Get ready.

Relearning: The Challenge of Relearning how to Sit, Stand, Lean Over, and Walk

And a lighter glimpse into rehab. 44 seconds of it. It’s cute and it’s me trying, with the patience of my dear family around me, to figure out how it is I am meant to reinvent all that I am.

 

It’s part of a healing series: When Your Body Doesn’t Do What You Want It To.  I’m sharing the entire journey to document it for myself (because I WILL be victorious in this battle) and to inspire others to learn, grow, face it, overcome this physical pain, that emotional deep-rooted issue, this addiction, and that insanely normal every-day family life situation.

Part One: Mommy Tummy and Other Plumbing Frustrations 

Part Two: Greatfulness, Overwhelm, and Determination

Part Three: What the Hell do I do with Myself

Part Four: Falling Apart, Relearning Everything & What Happens When you Mess With the Psoas

Part Five: Overwhelm After the Confidence Wanes

PHoto credits: header photo-  eXpirelife.

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Gabi is a certified trauma therapist, family communications expert, energy healer, and life coach with a Masters in Psychology. She shares her personal life stories and insights to inspire others to share their honest, neurotic selves and do all that is necessary to Clean Your Soul. She believes that all of us are on our journey from pain to the light, and by staying inspired and aware, we can all reach our fullest, cleanest, most beautiful free selves. Gabi takes a very limited number of one-on-one clients for transformational parenting, family, life, and trauma therapy. You may reach Gabi directly at gabiklaf@gmail.com, subject line: coaching inquiry.

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