I’m out and I’m alive. I was scared of drowning, and I did. So, I happily babble cuz damn, it’s hard when you don’t speak for ten days! Oh my God, it’s hard. And interestingly, an hour after the silence broke, I realized that a- I was late for everything b- I lost my shoes, water bottle, and room key, c- I couldn’t stop talking, and d- I had the hugest headache. Unreal the chaos and disorder that enters your life when you start talking and interacting with others.
Being alone, within myself, with zero eye contact with other human beings, with no words being spoken, was a great honor. It was a level of peace and calm, and a safe haven for oceans of pain to come up to the surface and be washed (or at least lovingly caressed). This experience was life-changing, and officially the best ten days of my spiritual life. So, here is me, babbling, joyfully, as I show you the 80 plus wonderful souls I did my first Vippasana with, and what the inside of this world looks like.
And oh, I’m so excited to speak again, to use my words, to express myself vocally out to the world, and not just toss and turn, drowning in the inferno of myself, and trust me I’ve got quite the crock pot going on in there. It was unreal, unreal, beyond powerful and so cleansing.
So much more to put up for you to see. If you haven’t seen the before Vippasana videos, you may enjoy seeing the entire step-by-step process.
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