So, it’s much more serious than I thought. Basically, and I quote, ” What took you forty years to ruin, will take you a year of hard work to fix.” I can do that. I am determined and ready to do the work I need to make my body optimal. It’s crazy how I thought I was so healthy, so into raw food. I lost 30 pounds, toned my body, and have been eating such non-fried, not-too-much-carbs, very little meat and sugar sorts of food. So why did I just fumble around in Kobi’s backpack for the snickers bar that wasn’t there? And why did I feel like a crackhead in withdrawal with terrible shakes when this quick fix isn’t?
So, this journey is long and powerful and amazing. And I’m swishing and swashing like in a washing machine, being pulled and twisted between gratefulness at finally understanding the way to solve my life-long health issues, overwhelm when I realize how much there is before me and how hard this is to retrain every bit of who I am, and determination to face this mountain too, and overcome it.
A Body Gone Astray- Understanding How Badly The Abuse Has Set In [Video]
Yes, I prefer to write to you for an hour, to play with my thoughts, to marinate on adjectives and run-on sentences and see how it all comes out in some literary smogenboard. [Sorry, WordPress doesn’t know how to correct my misspelling]. So, I want to write for an hour, get lost in it and find me, and you, along the way. But, I’m doing a shift called GET OFF MY ASS AND MOVE MORE and so, you’ll just have to watch the videos and trust me that seeing me face-to-face (almost) is just as fun.
Part one of my Body Falling Apart Series- so much fun, you can’t even contain this awesomeness! I know!
It’s part of a healing series: When Your Body Doesn’t Do What You Want It To. I’m sharing the entire journey to document it for myself (because I WILL be victorious in this battle) and to inspire others to learn, grow, face it, overcome this physical pain, that emotional deep-rooted issue, this addiction, and that insanely normal every-day family life situation.
Part One: Mommy Tummy and Other Plumbing Frustrations
Part Two: Greatfulness, Overwhelm, and Determination
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